[mood] content and worried bout paul.

[thinking bout] ???

[listening to] dashboard confesional - carry this picture.

Finally done with my xanga update. New layout and songs. Refresh to hear a new song. I got Dashboard Confessional's Vindicated and Carry This Picture, American Idiot by Green Day, My Immortal by Evanescence, Last Resort by Papa Roach, and Simple Plan's Welcome to My Life. It took a long time but I haven't done this in a while so I had lots of patience. lol. Well tomorrow's a busy day so i better head off. Goodnight all and love ya.

                           ~*'Cecilia'*~ 

[mood] content, a bit sad

[listening to] the AC

[thinking of]Vicky,Jamie, Cami,today

Well today was a success. It was fun. Although in the morning it seemed as though our plans were going to get ruined by everyone bailing out but in the end it turned out really great. I had an amazing time and it was better then I thought. Even though when Vicki left I felt really sad, Jamie and I had a great time just the two of us. LoL. I never knew that he was a great person to talk to about a whole lot of things. He's a great guy and friend. I never knew that we both had so much in common. I hope he and I become closer friends because we both should talk about our problems together. LoL Well I gotta go, church in the morning.

*Friendship Ties*

Open doors will close one day

but I am here and here I'll stay

You can come and run to me

and I will help you see

I'll be here for you whenever

We'll always be friends forever

As time goes on and on

we'll realize that we've grown

And one day we will see

we're really friends, you and me

I won't forget you

and how you'll always be you

                    *4 Vicki*

            Love always,

                          ~Cecilia~

Today was an ok day at school. It was minimum day and well it was sad because today was Mando's and Vicky's last day.  It sad to let such a precious friendship go and fade away because of distance. I wish that they didn't have to move at least not right now and not on the same day. Oh well. I know I'll get over it because I've been through alot already. Well I'm looking forward to tomorrow because I get to spend a whole day with a couple of my friends! I hope it'll be fun...of course it will. LoL Well I have nothing else to say right now so I guess I'll write here again when I do have something to say. Oh and I'll try to post more often. *no inspiration to write a poem right now* lol. bye.

                    Love always,

                        Cecilia

Alot has been happening. Today was really really sad. I cried so much. My family is going through rough times and my best guy and girl friends are both leaving tomorrow. I'm so sick of having to say goodbye to people that I love so much. It's not fair. I know I've never been able to say good bye very well and now it's all hitting me so hard. I hate myself for it but I can't help it. I wish there was something I could do to stop them from leaving but I know I can't and they can't either. If only parents could see how much we care about each other maybe then they'd stop. I feel so helpless. I wish that this was all a dream....

~Goodbye My Friend~

Time passes by so very fast

Sometimes I wish that these memories would last

I hold on to you with trembling hands

As you help to keep my balance and stand

You know me so well like I know you too

You can especially tell when I'm feeling blue

Although we have our different crowds

We're best of friends and that we've vowed

So even though this is goodbye

I promise not to cry

At least until you go

I hope you know

You're my friend

And friends forever til the end

                    (To Vicky and Mando)

Love always and forever,

                   Cecilia